star wars III:revenge of the sith.. « ..i believe there's still good in him..

Monday, May 30, 2005

star wars III:revenge of the sith..

have you watched star wars III:revenge of the sith?

lately,,I feel that I’m like I’m Anakin..

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sheesh..

i just realized that..

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i feel ..the dark side..of myself is returning..

like I’m spiraling down the dark side..

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ho hummm..

parang..ang dami lang conflicts within my life right now..

“everyone’s turned against me..” –Anakin

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i really don’t know..i’m just confused..

“muddled your thoughts have become..” –Yoda

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for the past weeks..i’ve been pondering what’s bothering me..that makes me feel unsure of myself..

why am I not happy?

i thought that maybe..this is not really me..and who I really am was who I was in the past..

the past looks really inviting..

but still..i haven’t totally given myself up..

lots of questions in my mind..

will the people from the past accept me like I never left them?

will the people around me now..leave me if they found out?

what will happen if I did end up being swallowed by the dark side?

who am I really?

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maybe I should change my layout..

black and red looks nice together..

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in the end..

“..i believe there’s still good in him..” -Padme

Posted at 03:46 pm by miLk_cheeRs

mai
June 3, 2005 02:52 PM PDT

yah! he is sooo righT! we're not forcing you to be another person.. tsaka we'll accept the real janlo! magic word!!!! we're here through thick and thin nga dba?! haha..:D

anyway.. with the lay out.. what got into you? sayang yung spongebob layout na pinaghirapan ko for hours!! grabehan! pero kung yan yung gs2 mo.. its fine w/ me.. magic word! see? ang bait ko na noh? dati....... nyahaha..:D

i'm ok na.. the gatorade thing worked!! haha.:D thanks pala ulit.. see yah janlolololo!!! mwah!
_kErwin_
June 1, 2005 05:00 AM PDT

this time, i'll be a little bit serious just for you...

let me not know of what you are trying to pursue at this moment.
we have no right to force you, or even ask you to be a person you wanted or even thought to be.
do not be afraid of being left alone.. we would never do.
in the first place, why did you call the JC-NEB 2k5 "your FAMILY?"
in every little thing we do, we are always here... i am not the only one who knows that...
never have i tried to intervene with your future plans, and i respect every move and decision you make.
you do take care...
and we'll just be here...
i'll be here.... promise.

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