have you watched star wars III:revenge of the sith?

lately,,I feel that I’m like I’m Anakin..

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sheesh..

i just realized that..

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i feel ..the dark side..of myself is returning..

like I’m spiraling down the dark side..

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ho hummm..

parang..ang dami lang conflicts within my life right now..

“everyone’s turned against me..” –Anakin

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i really don’t know..i’m just confused..

“muddled your thoughts have become..” –Yoda

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for the past weeks..i’ve been pondering what’s bothering me..that makes me feel unsure of myself..

why am I not happy?

i thought that maybe..this is not really me..and who I really am was who I was in the past..

the past looks really inviting..

but still..i haven’t totally given myself up..

lots of questions in my mind..

will the people from the past accept me like I never left them?

will the people around me now..leave me if they found out?

what will happen if I did end up being swallowed by the dark side?

who am I really?

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maybe I should change my layout..

black and red looks nice together..

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in the end..

“..i believe there’s still good in him..” -Padme